another day

and still sticking to this diet thing. I am still doing well with eating a 1200 calorie diet. Some days being harder then others. What I am really struggling with is working out. We finally did get the Wii so now I just have to work on getting a workout game for it. I really wish my treadmill wasn't broken. I really do miss that miserable thing. I still have the rest of today and all of tomorrow to lose for the week. This morning I was still only down .8. Not happy with that, but as long as the scale is moving down and not up, I need to like the numbers.

41

I have officially beat my old blogging record. WHOOT! This is the 41st post. I AM SO FREAKING PROUD OF MYSELF~
I also think my body became scared after my post yesterday because when I woke up this morning I got on the scale and it said that I have lost .8 pounds for the week. My weigh in day is on Monday, so I think by then it will be over a pound. (AT LEAST IT BETTER BE)! I am also getting very excited for Monday because my partner in crime will be back on track. I was lonely without her.

grrr

I got my period. It was late. I gained a pound! I am PISSED off! I feel Fat~ GO THE FUCK AWAY

trying

to stay positive, but my scale was up a pound today. It must be water weight or something because I have not cheated at all. This is going to be a short post. It is super windy out and I am going to bed. Hoping for a better day tomorrow. PEACE

Ice

has been falling off and on since yesterday and is to continue until mid day tomorrow. I think the kids will not have school and that is fine by me. The first time I went out to shovel today I forgot to wear my heart rate monitor and that really sucks. I always wondered how many calories you really burn cleaning up snow and ice. The 2nd time I went out, I did wear it and I burned 156 calories in 24 minutes. Every time I would log my exercise on myfitness pal, I had a hard time believing that I actually burned that many calories shoveling. I don't know how I never knew of these HRM watches, but as long as I am working out, I WILL HAVE ONE! I think it is a must when your a calorie tracker like myself. Also since having my watch I realize that my high heart rate that I used to have...is still high. That is concerning me enough to know that I HAVE TO KEEP losing this weight. I cannot make excuse I am far to young to be having a heart attack or stroke. I need to get healthy so that I am here for my girls. I also have managed to not step on my scale at night for the last 2 nights. It's been hard, but it just doesn't make sense to step on a scale at the very end of a day. After eating and drinking. Why would I weigh less at night? Sometimes I am just a DORK!

zumba

this was my first time ever working out to Zumba. I am still unsure of my thoughts. I am not coordinated and that surely showed. I do however, like that it burned almost 600 calories for 1 hour. That was without me doing all the moves because I would get so lost. I will try it again though. Today was my weigh in day and I am down a total of 14 pounds for the month! WHOOP~ Come on February... I am going to kick your ASS~ BRING IT!~

Rough

that is what it was for me to go to my nephews birthday party today. My mom made adorable cupcakes and I wanted one so bad, but I DID NOT CAVE. Afterwards, we went to McDonalds and I did not order anything from there. I went to Bilo for my dinner. Though it was frozen, it was 400 calories! It is the end of the day and I am still way under my calories. Tomorrow is my weekly weigh in. I hope the scale is as nice tomorrow as it was today. Keeping my fingers crossed!~